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2003-04-21 - 8:19 p.m.
Ick. Life's been no fun lately. I've finally completed my employer's training last week. Passed the test. Now we get a luncheon in couple of weeks. Go us!
While I was studying for the test last week, I accidently screwed up some paperwork. eeek. Bad me. I admit it. It's sent out to our customers with their results filled out, only a few of them I forgot to fill out the results sections. So customer Superbitch comes in and bitches me out about this morning. She kept calling me incompetent. I apologized, and offered to fill it in for her, and she snarled, "No, I'm keeping it as evidence of your incompetency for when I complain to your boss and the state." Well, big whoop. My boss already knows about the errors--hell, she's the one who pointed them out to me, and she doesn't think it's a big deal. And I've already sent in the corrected paperwork to the state and explained it to them. Because I forgot to fill in the paperwork results and accidently at the beginning of the year wrote 02 instead of 03 on a date, I'm a big old incompentent bitch who doesn't know how to do their job. I'm contaminating the samples. That's why they're coming back bad. You wish, bitch. It's your fault. It's very hard to contaminate it at my end. And here's the thing: superbitch, after complaining of my incompetentcy, left her fucking samples for me to analyze. What the fuck is that?! Stupid cow. I came so close to deliberately contaminating those samples so they be bad, and she'd be in deep shit with the state.........but I didn't. I'm a nice, comptent person thank you very much. I'm not that petty. I've worked there for 7 years, 2 of those in job, and this is the first time this has ever happened. Hell, for the past 2 years, I've gotten the highest evaluations possible, but no raise this yr b/c of the economy. Fuck the economy, I want my 5% dammit. I am so damn sick of customer service shit I could kill them all--well, just the horrible ones. Everyone else I called about the results being missing was very nice about it. I've mailed them photocopies with the results marked on it to them along with a nice letter saying sorry.
I'm an introvert in customer service. Dear God, why me? Why do I always end up in customer service related jobs? I hate them so much. I hate their whining, their needs, everything. I'd quit right now if I could. But I need the paycheck and jobs are damn scarce around here right now. Hell, Wally World has had a hiring freeze for about 4 months now! The library clerk job had 56 applicants! Sheesh. Sigh. So I'm stuck with it. Maybe when the Barnes and Noble opens up here I can get a job there, even part-time, and worm my way up, and be able to quit my job. Yeah, it's still customer service, but at least I'd like the job I think--I love books and reading. The job I have now is soooooooooooooo incredibly boring even when you are doing stuff. Let's make media. Let's do paperwork. Let's pretend to be busy for the next 6 hours! Yeah, baby! Every day I'm there, I can fill my IQ steadily dropping down.
Oh, yeah, and last week, I accidently went to a porn site. I'm hoping it didn't set off the porn alarms on the tracking program at work. I was there for like 2 seconds, and got out of there as fast as I could when I realized what had happened. I'd stupidly typed www.virginity.com into the url. I was looking for sites related to virginity and abstinence programs, and got redircted to a porn site. ^^;;; Sigh. Such is my life these days.
I really need to get some sleep. It's so pathetic. Flipped my mattress back today. Maybe now I'll be able to get some sleep. Need to go make up bed.
Why did I buy this damn house? I'm so sick of this town I could scream. I'm so tempted to start a job crawl through the job sites looking for a job anywhere else, but now I have this damn house to pay for, and a shitload of bills to pay off. Grrr. May do it anyway.
